With uni over for good, I found myself walking to the
train station instead of the bus stop.
One ticket to Gatwick.
I pulled along the heavy suitcase which I’d brought with
me in advance. As I sat myself in an empty seat on the train I called up a
travel agent to arrange my last minute room. I go to the loo so I can give my
credit card details without anyone listening.
He says the next flight is in three hours and there’s
room. I tell him I’ll get my ticket at the airport.
It’s busy, but everyone’s leaving on beach holidays. I
get my ticket and hand over my suitcase.
I buy a new water bottle after security, and then I wait.
My flight is called, and I board. First class.
I put my headphones in so I don’t have to talk to
anybody. My phone is already off to ignore my family inquiring about me; trying
to talk me out of my decision.
Nine hours later the plane lands.
After retrieving my suitcase I flag down a taxi. Then off
to the hotel. The driver asks too many questions, and I don’t reply. Headphones
again.
I arrive, I check in – more questions – I unpack, and
then I turn in. I want an early night.
I wake up early the next morning and catch the metro.
When I get off, I take in a deep breath with a smile on my face.